A lot of things on my mind. Some people have no room to talk. Some people just dont give a hoot. Some are liars. And some never were really friends(apparently).
I need some adult interaction. Ive been cooped up in the house for almost 2 weeks now. Ive only been to the grocery store (with kids) the dr. (both pediatrician and my doc) and Conner and I were able to get out for a few hours yesterday for his bday. But no interaction (conversations that are worth remembering) with adults/friends.
Ive recently had to lose contact with some friends/per choices of their own. And it makes me very sad. I feel like I only have 1 good/honest/true friend right now (I think you know who you are) And we hardly ever see eachother anymore. Its hard. But, it just comes to this: FAMILY- is most important and love them and they will love you. I love my family more than anything. They are my LIFE. Sometimes I feel I want to start over. Get a clean slate. Maybe that will happen in the next few months.
Im sorry this is so depressing. Im fine now. Really I am. Im over everything. Some things will never be the same. But thats life. Get over it and get living!.
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Carlie...I hope you're OK!! Change is hard, but also good. I don't know what you're going through, but it'll only make you stronger and allow you more insights. I hope you have a good week.
P.S. I am definitely not opposed coming for a visit in Dec. I'll have to talk to my sisters!
I would be happy to have some adult interaction with you! I feel like I'm single again my hubs is always gone either at school or work :/ Sorry things haven't been going your way lately... You are so strong though I know you can make it through anything! Remember I love ya! Can't wait to see you guys Friday :)
Carlie, what is going on? Give me a call in the morning!
carlie, i am sorry for whatever it is that is going on right now, especially anything making you sad. i like the last couple of sentences of this post... so true.
i am always up for going to a park with the kids or something.
i hope you have a good week.
you are awesome!! no doubt about it
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