Im so bad

I know. it's been a long time since my last post and even longer since Ive actaully written something. So here goes. Im technically 32 weeks and 2 days. Ever since I got pregnant Ive measured big and even at the 1st ultrasound 12 weeks I was measuring big and they couldnt get all the testing in that they wanted/needed to. I just keep getting bigger and bigger. So I went in and had an ultrasound done this morning and baby is already weighing in at a whopping 5 lbs 13 oz and I still have 7.5 weeks left to g. Holy Hannah batman. Everything about baby is measuring big. going off her measurements and weight she has a due date of Dec 31st. (Bo's dream come true) Im still hoping for Jan 1. Cuz then her bday would be 1-1-11. Cool huh? Im getting real scared now, knowing I really hav about 4 weeks left and most likely nothing more. She was being real stubborn as she has been in all her u/s and not wanting to show any private areas or her face. We are still hoping that she is indeed a girl. And believe that she is. My baby shower is on Sat Dec 11 from 12-2 at my moms house. I would love it if you could come. Its guna be awesome. My mom and Cadie are throwing the shower. I still havent hit that "nesting" mode yet. I really need to, if Im guna pop soon.
I dont know what else to write. More later, I guess.